Days by days

Days passed.....
Peoples changed...
Promises broken...
Happiness faded...
Smiles turned upside down...

N.

Hoping too high

Now, i realize.
i really setting my hopes TOO high. i hurt my own feelings. now i feel like i dont have one. how cruel?
last night i was reading some of the tweets that really match with me...

You cant force someone to love you
let the love choose theirs fate

PS *for YOU* = i didnt mean to run away. for now, i just want to stay away from you. cuz the fact is being near you, hurts me a little inside. </3

My two most fave quotes

"If my bestfriend were to jump off a bridge, i wouldn't jump with them, I would be at the bottom to catch them."


"Live like you're at the bottom even if when you're at the top."

Another Expression

When my besties asked me about "x" she absolutely seems like this.....::

and she was like all the way teasing me... -__-

then i was just put on my "creepy smile" on my face, with a lil wink wink on my eyes...

Up and Down

its confusing me

i dont know why?

but everytime he throw me on the ground

then, he brings me up again

everytime i almost touch the ground

he come to pick me up and fly me to the beautiful sky

when im about to fall, he catches me and fly me to the moon

I wish I'm a vampire

Today was another day..

we met

but we didnt talked

we just stared at each other

i wonder, what did he think?
i doubt that he actually know that im exist

i always feel like im the "invisible" one for him

well, anyway i have to keep positive thinking right?

eventhough, MAYBE at the end, i couldnt