Letter To Him

I know we hardly meet up
I know we barely even talk
But i always consider we've done all of that
I just can't stop thinking about it
why?
im just too insecure with my selfcuz i always think i dont deserve you
i always think im not good enough for you
can you be mine? can i just be yours??
or...
can we only be friend?
Thats all i wanna say..
sorry i cant say this to you directly...
im too scared if this....my words to you will break my own heart...
<...3