MidTest + 1day left = End.

Okay, so mid test is about to end, and i've no idea about my mark would be. im so stressed out till today, cuz tomorrow i got a biology exam comin up. Am i getiin' nervous? the answer is def a YES. I AM NERVOUS. i am thinkin' about the questions would be, my biology teacher's face, my friends' face (?). And 'what would it be if i cant answer the questions?' thats the only question that keep buzzing on my mind. but i just try to be an optimistic, i dont wanna be a pessimist. But if you ask me, Am i concern about my mark? yes, i am. i mean every students is of course concern about their own mark. im so scared if i cant get a good mark. cuz my biggest fear is if i cant make my parents proud of me. i always that i can pay them back someday, for every single things that they gave to me. im so scared if i disappointed them. i mean, they gave me their everything: money, love, affection, caring, everything. then i just want to make my parents proud of me, so that they wont think that im not good enough for everything that they gave.
Just please wish me luck for tomorrow, and my mark. *finger crossed*

I AM the champion

YES PEOPLE I TYPED IT RIGHT...
I AM the champion! not WE, :p

you know? yesterday i had a physic exam, so one day before it came on, i studied really hard, i found a REALLY Difficult question...i was so depressed till i looked like this uncool guy on harry potter...

but then i just try that REALLY DIFFICULT  question...i found a formula!....

ANDDDDD.....HELL YEAH!!!!! I FOUND THE ANSWER!!!!

HECK YEAH! IM DANCIN' LIKE A BOSS...

LIKE A BOSS....

one more time....LIKE A BOSS!!!!

im sorry this wasnt supposed to be that weird and  dorky post but well idontgiveashitanyway

Jonas To Indonesia....

There would come a time

when Jonas Brothers finally hold a concert in Indonesia, and i'd be all....

and i'll stare the news for a while, try to figure out if that one is true or not. then i realize its true...i'll go..

YEAH!!!! i'll go running and dancing around the house like....

i'll go to my mom and ask her, if i can get to meet them or not, but if she said "NO" id be...

MOM....PRETTY PLEASE?????

"WHEN WOULD THIS INJUSTICE END????"

Letter To Him

I know we hardly meet up
I know we barely even talk
But i always consider we've done all of that
I just can't stop thinking about it
why?
im just too insecure with my selfcuz i always think i dont deserve you
i always think im not good enough for you
can you be mine? can i just be yours??
or...
can we only be friend?
Thats all i wanna say..
sorry i cant say this to you directly...
im too scared if this....my words to you will break my own heart...
<...3

just another event.

Yesterday's interview was awesome. i and my group got to met a really nice tourist. well, at first we were just walkin around the malioboro street then there are actually alot of tourist walking and passed by. but we just a bunch of a fuckin pussy to cut them on the street and suddenly said "Hi" it just kinda awkward. FYI, hell yeah, we got 12 tourist that we "ignored" and all we got just a couple of tourist. they were in a drug store, bought some stuffs, and im actually the one who started the convo. and they were really nice! they're from Denmark it was pretty obvious. her name is Tania.. hohoho...and we also got to took a pic with them... muehhehhehe

Sunday Lazy Morning.. (?)

well....disinilah aku
terkapar ga berdaya diatas tempat tidur ngeliatin jari lari-lari kesana kemari diatas keyboard laptop buat ngetik postingan ini. hm ya gitudeh kerjaan kalo hari minggu subuh...BLOGGING~ ga jelas gitu. masih jam 4 sih ini, sepiiii, jadiya parno-an aja kalo ada backsound2 ga enak dikamar, meskipun cuma cicak yang numpang lewat, itu bikin parno-nya ampun setengah idup! #okelebay. hari ini cuma ada kegiatan interview turis gitu deh. honestly, im kinda interested with that project, karna disamping bisa ng-improve inggris aku tpi juga bisa jalan2 juga (meskipun mungkin rada ga asik kali ya kalo siang2 panas2 kering kerontang ga ada air buat mandi, minum *nahlo ini kenapa?*)
pookoke hari ini mau di puas2in buat melampiaskan nafsu bejat #eh maksudnya nafsu bersenang2, nonton, tweeting, bbm-ing. secara, kan abis UKK tuh..??? yah meskipun hasilnya belom keluar tapi ya udah deh pasrah tapi tetep berdoa semoga dapet yang terbaik buat aku. "God always know which one is the best for us" so dont worry, be happy.

Much Love

My Self xoxo!!!