Wednesday, October 17, 2012

That damn thing i always think.

People always say "just be your self" THAT easy. I mean sometimes i wonder..., do they really ever be in the position where its really hard to be your self, cuz we always think:
'What if being your self isnt good enough for u to fit in?'
'What if for being your self makes u being the unwanted person?'
'What if being your self isnt good enough for the society?'

And many ppl also say
"Why the hell u even care about what the society think about you? As long as you happy, just enjoy ur damn life! U dont have to care about what other ppl think about u"

But if some ppl questioning me these kinda question like:
'Do i care about what the society think about me?'
The answer is deffo a BIG YES.

We're human, we take ppl's advices, comments, and suggestions.
Can you even imagine, the time when youre feeling lonely but the next second you realize that youve no one to rely on bcuz u cant fit in to the society?? Bcuz u dont take ppl advices.?!??

The bottom line is
I always get too insecure about the things that other ppl told me. Maybe on the outside i may seem like i dont give any fuck with it, but on the inside i always over thinking about what other ppl think about me, which is not a good deal.
Here's the thing >>
How can u move forward if those bad comments from ppl always holding u up from running forward to reach ur fuckin dream?!?

I dunno what to do with this.
Help.