Monday, September 30, 2013

WHATS UPP PEOPLE??

Yo people! whats up? Udah lama banget nih nggak blogging dan check out blog ini. Sibuk kuliah nih ceritanya. but i mean seriously though, bc last time i checked terakhir kali aku nulis di blog ini tuh waktu aku masih SMA loh. and that was long ago. sekarang nggak kerasa banget kalo waktu udah bergulir begitu cepat. sekarang aku udah mengijakkan kaki di Universitas impian tercinta aku... Universitas Gadjah Mada.
Universitas Kerakyatan.
 
Yep, if youre wondering....
     'OMG! HOW IN THE FREAKING HELL YOU COULD GET INTO GMU?!?!'
     'HOW DO U FEEL AFTER YOU GET INTO GMU?'
     'WHAT?'
     'CONGRATIZJAGDKFAJDFANVKAJFAS'

well 'IM P R O U D and IM GRATEFUL' itu satu kalimat yang menurut aku bisa sum up semua perasaan aku setelah pengumuman SNMPTN di post di website ugm. aku sendiri bener-bener nggak nyangka banget. jadi ceritanya nih ya, aku daftar UGM di jurusan Teknologi Informasi. Despite all the negative comment from the people out there who keep on telling "masuk teknik susah loh" "saingannya berat banget loh di Teknik" "disana rata-rata cowok loh" "cewe itu minoritas" and all those shitty comment yang sama sekali ngga ngedukung keputusan aku. i just let it flow dan aku tetep ngebuletin tekad aku buat daftar di jurusan Teknologi Informasi UGM. berhari- hari nungguin pengumuan. perasaan semakin lama semakin cemas. semakin lama semakin galau. dan selalu aja timbul pertanyaan yang berbau negatif kayak 
"gimana nih kalo ga masuk UGM?"
"salah sendiri kemarin milih TI UGM, udah dibilangin susah"
"yaudah kalo ga masuk ikhlasin aja"
"kalok ngga UGM ya UNIBRAW masuk dehh"
and a bunch of those negative thinking always popped up in my mind during the days to the announcement.

D-day:
Senin
27 Mei 2013
15.30 WIB

Aku       : "Duh, bentar lagi ini.. 30 menit lagi.. aku harus apa..!" (mondar-mandir kamar)
Adik      : "Mbak, mondar mandir aja dari tadi!"
Aku:      : "Duh ras, doain aku yo, semoga UGM jebooool!"
Adik      : "Iya, udah pasti jebol."
Aku       : (remes-remes tangan, mondar- mandir kamar - ruang TV, liatin jam bolak balik)

15.59
Adik      : "MBAAK UDAH JAM EMPATTT! SANA BUKA! ATO MAU AKU BUKAIN LINK POST NYAAA??"
Aku          : "AHHH NTAR AJA NTARRR TUNGGU AGAK NTARAN AJAA!"
Adik        : "halah! kan uda di post juga hasilnya, sama aja! sini aku bukain!" (sambil rebutan iPad)
Aku         : "YAUDA SIH PENGUMUMAN JUGA BUAT GUE, KENAPA LO YANG SEWOT SIH ELAH"
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Aku         : "MASYAALLAH!!! YAALLAH!! INI BENERAN.." (LOMPAT-LOMPAT DI ATAS KASUR, MELUK ADIK, SUJUD SYUKUR, NANGIS)
Adik         : "ihh paansi peluk-peluk!!!"
Aku          : -SPEECHLESS-

jadi itu  cuplikan detik-detik yang paling menegangkan dalam hidup aku. nunggu pengumuman. apalagi kalo di php-in ama kabar burung yang ngga jelas dan beredar luas di twitter. i dont even know what else to say to Allah. syukur yang sebesar-besarnya lah karena salah satu impianku udah terwujud. now if theres people out there who said to you "youre dream's too big", then all you need too do is just go grab a lemonade, throw it to them and said "YOUR SOUR MOUTH'S TOO BIG" 
sori itu advice barusan random abis.
sori.
gue ga se-random itu kok.
he
h e

dan semenjak pengumuman UGM itu, my life's changed. and im grateful for the changes.
thank God. 
#AllahIsGood


Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Step back

Guys, im sorry for staying away from y'all. I didnt mean to push everyone away from me. It just...it much easier that way. I know, the thing that i do right now isnt good for me, but at the moment i just wanted to step back from every single thing that happen in my life, and reevaluate my self. I need to. Its my right. i thought u guys could understand but i guess i was wrong. U cant. Im sorry for disappearing for a while. I need a little time for mu self. Thinking about what im gonna do next. Thinking about my future. What im gonna do. What im gonna be. Thats it.

Friday, March 29, 2013

Missing them

Holy molly! I dont practically know.. In the past couple of days ive been missing my old friends back in Jambi. Its been ages i havent meet them. I feel like i really wanted to fly my self to Jambi and meet up with them. I know peoples might change a bit. But one thing for sure, theyd still the same person that i knew a few years back 😚😭<3
So heres a little sneakpeek of who they are...