"What do you fear?"
If there would come a time when someones finally ask me that question, i would just stand still at where i am standing and let the words that leave my mouth do the work. I would just say
"I fear oblivion"
No, i'd answer that not because i read The Fault In Our Stars, well lets just say its not completely wrong though, the book does give me some kind of weird effect. After i read that book, i even started to question myself. What do i fear the most? And I think that Oblivion is by far the truest answer i could ever think of. I mean, who doesn't fear oblivion? We can't run from the fact that someday our time will come. Someday each and everyone of us will leave this world that we love so much. Someday we will leave our family, friends, and loved ones behind. Doesn't that make you scared of oblivion? I do. Who am i kidding? I'm afraid what if at some point of life people will forget about me. Forget if i ever existed in this world. I ain't no Einstein that people keep talking about because he made such a history himself. I ain't no Barack Obama who can lead so many people and stay humble. I ain't no Beyonce who has such a voice that can make the whole world sing together with her. But what can i do? Oblivion is inevitable.
But i have to admit it to myself that oblivion motivate me to at least try to leave a mark in this world, a mark that would make people at least wondering who am i. It motivates me in a way that anything else couldn't. It motivates me to do more and be more in this life. So that eventually someday, when my time is arrive, i can leave a mark for people to remember me. Until then, i am just going to work on it and at least leave a mark in my friends and family's heart. And eventually be
S O M E O N E
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